chilly

the day started with the repair man coming to my house to fix the water heater.kinda annoying.
i felt guilty when i didnt finish my lunch today.and i had a haircut.my folks and my sis went out shopping but i didnt tag along.
new year countdown will be a boring one.i asked mom if we could join jordan but she said no.

tomorrow,
1.church. i doubt i'll see him. but it was great seeing him at christmas mass.
2.lonely countdown.dont think anything special would happen to me.

to keenen:
i dont know how many people read and i dont really care.
i have this so that my mom wont be able to read my thoughts.and which is why there is a password for it.

forget december.

it will be better.
its raining.
yesterday i went for my dental appointment.
and when i got off the cab,i relise i left my cellphone inside.
luckily,i managed to get it back.
i got a bag for christmas from my parents.
i also have a new vans shoe.and a handbag. (=

i like your pearly whites.
u seem to know my secrets.
after mass,i thought u were going to approach me or something but u didnt.u just walked past me and i walked past you.
but nevermind. a new year is coming.


new year resolution:
1. get your number
2. and tell you that i like you
3. and hope that my dream of us being together would come true
4. remain a goody.


once again, i love you.

ready, set, ROCK OUT!

"my dream is to be a combination of jack black, jim carrey and hard gay."

"i used to watch tv and start scrubbing my lips 10 times. i would actually count to 10 and then touch my nose."

"and when i was in primary 4,i didnt bathe for 2 years"

yours truly,
Paul Twohill

its funny how paul twohill can be wacky and emo at the same time.i guess too much emotion can cause permanent damage.



if dreams could come through, i want to be a pro skater, part time musician and an aspiring chef.

im off to my cousins birthday party later in the evening.gonna have dinner at the country club,then bowling followed by karaoke.
i saw the PS3.its black.sleek.classy.
i saw the pink psp too.cant take it.its too kawaii for me to handle.

this is crap shit.again.

christmas isnt christmas anymore.
i cant convince my mom to give me the money instead of spending it on my present.
so i can slowly save up for a pair of aggro skates.but sadly,she saw through my plan.
darn.

if i want a psp game,she say she will buy.but it wont be a present.
i cant ask for shoes cos i just bought 2 new adidas sneakers.
new phone? i just changed when i came back from obm.
mp3? i have my psp and mini mp4.
speakers? also have.

so i decided on a new wallet and vest.

jordan's crap.(=

this is crap

guess what?
my mom only allow my sis and i use the comp for only like 3 hrs per day.
its crazy man.
cos we keep on fighting over the comp.
haha.
technically, we fight over everything.


i tried out for the lectors group today. its part of the church group where you have to read the readings.the guy said i did alright.can improve.

im going bowling this friday at the club.yay.and maybe im gonna cut my hair soon.
and im searching high and low for the notes on how to play i just wanna live.dam!




this is seriously crap shit.
not the blog.
but the rules that my mom made.

its funny when things turn out the way you want them to;

i really have to re-paint my nails.
and i have to buy black eye shawdow for christmas.
and i know what i want to wear for christmas day.
it'll be skinny jeans,with white long sleeve shirt and a black vest over. gel it together with a new hairstyle.with highlights.

many things have happened since i came back from camp.
i got my mind off those things by watching GC videos.
they make u feel much better. i swear.
and i do miss billy martin.(=
he's so hot.

i dont like you either;

fuck her la.

went to church yesterday.
clement is gonna be playing the lead.not clement bey but the other clement.
and he sounded like keenen when he said OMG.haha.when i asked him to repeat,he didnt want to.dam.if he did,i would record it.

im just too mad to blog right now.

would you treasure me more than your xbox?

i'll be out again in the evening.
heading towards town.
nothing much going on here.same old.
i dont know why im up so early this morning.

i realize it good to wake up early.
the morning air is so cooling.
i remember the times where even during school holidays,i would wake up around 7.
yesterday,i had alot on my mind.
today's a new day.i hope there will be lesser things to think.
i'm only 15. i cant take much.

i remember leaving the stereo on before going to bed.
but my mom went to switch it off.darn it.

nothing's on tv now.waiting for the hong kong drama to start den i will watch.(=

its raining

time check: 10.36am

its really raining.
yesterday i slept about 2am.
i had to stop using the comp about 12.dam early.
den i went up and just sat on my bed.talked to my sis for quite sometime and realise that i was hungry.cos my stupid pig sis went to cook lunch early.then went back down to get milo.and watch some tv.after i was done drinkning it, i went to put my cup in the sink and i took a packet of choc panda biscuit and put it in my pocket. then i walked up the stairs constantly looking at my mom. i remember the last time i brought food up was a few months ago.i brought oreos and chips up. (=

yay.i woke up earlier than my sis.still sleeping.
today, im going to church to reherse the christmas skit again. den friday, im going to vivo city or maybe far east plaza.accompany tes shop. and i might be able to go malaysia with my friends. (= yay.

hello sunshine!

i just got up.
kinda early considering the fact that i slept at 01.01am.
having french toast n tea for breakfast.yum.

i'll be out later in the evening.gotta meet tes to discuss the script.
i have been thinking alot yesterday night.
the last time i fell ill was somewhere in july.before nationals.
i was on my way home and my stomach felt quesy.
and when i got home i ate a little. and then i puked.
gross.
den i had soup noodles for dinner.and about half hr later,i puked again.
gross.

today i woke up earlier than my sis.quite a feat eh?
cos she's always earlier than me.

i remember i use to keep a dairy.but i was in a constant state of fear of my mom going into my room and touching my stuff.
so i decided to have this blog.with password.
just incase she clicked on the history and sees my blog address.



Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Ano y Felicidad.

sometimes its black;sometimes its white

from a sore throat to running nose and cough.
i dont want to be ill!

if im well enough,i might go for the pageant practice in the evening.
i have $30 left to spend.and i dont know what i should wear for christmas day.
my mom still havent buy NFS carbon.its so sickening to have to take the OB pills.
im waiting for my nails to grow longer so i can paint them. (=
mom doesnt allow me to ride my bicycle to church.ask me to take bus instead.i can save at least $1 for each trip.i can stop wishing for a new pair of aggro skates.cos i know i'll never get them. )=

i have to go escape theme park again!!!
i need to sit the go-kart.



If I could find the years that went away
Destroying all the cruelty of fate
I must believe that love could find a way
Tonight

Lonely finds me
One day you will come
But I'll wait for love's sake
One day to me, love

walking on and on...

i love my shoes.
and my new phone. (=
and keenen's coming to s'pore. DAMN



seriously, some stuff are overrated.
there is nothing much going on here.
staying home all day; doing nothing.
i'll grow fat.
i need a break.im going to escape theme park.
im thinking twice whether i should go or not.



(to keenen)
and im bowling for soup!
and im cool enough to get the joke.
haha.