i just dont want to do this anymore.u said so yourself.

i dont even want to pack for camp.
i dont even want to go for it though i love it alot.
i just want to stop and go to bed.crying.
now i know how it feels.

i had three free periods today.
instead of sleeping,i read my book.
so stupid of me.and marie-ann kept singing.
annoying.that freak.
everything isnt going right for me.
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH.
at least kim know how it feels.now i really understand how she feels.
i wanna shout and cry!i have a new watch.but it doesnt make me happy.
xxx likes someone else.and i cant do anything about it but just watch him from afar.that way,the impact is not that great.

i guess its still the same.
i've got my hope up way too high.
flying solo again.