your silent sleep was pure beauty.

i changed my no.
and i changed my phone.
8333 6076
you can still contact me at my old no. 98631462


i went SHOPPING!
bought 2 new shoes, t shirt and a jacket.
and i think im going escape this sunday.

oh how i miss OBM.
i am going back there to be a C.A.


And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore



ahh.i cant believe im thinking about him!
oh god geraldine marie leong su-ling!


and im bowling for soup!
and im cool enough to get the joke.
haha.

i want you too!

home sweet home!

well like usual,my stuff are messy
but i think my sis went to mess up my cd area.
i have dental tomorrow and i need to have lunch with my cousin first.
i dont know what color to choose.
im gonna miss everyone from KINABALU.
got back home around 8.30pm.
the bus ride was crazy long.

i get to spend at least $200.
but i cant buy skates. )=

and another sad news is that im not going to perth anymore!
why why why??!!!
im super tired.got to wake up early tomorrow.
no more taking cab.cant afford to get any more motion sickness.
and my mom is gonna get me the NFS carbon game.

i survived OBM! kudos geraldine.
im gonna put up the pics from OB soon.
and something happened to my psp memory.)=


HERE'S SOMETHING EXTRA(its good)


If I could change the currents of our lives
To make the river flow where it's run dry
To be a prodigal of father time
Then I would see you tonight
If I could find the years that went away
Destroying all the cruelty of fate I must believe that love could find a way
Tonight
Lonely finds me
One day you will come
But I'll wait for love's sake
One day to me, love I
f I could see beyond the here and now
If you could hear me calling you somehow
If I could know that love is reaching out
To find you with me tonight
Then hope could make these promises come true
Beyond what I could say, what love can do
With every moment leading me to you tonight
Lonely finds me
One day you will come
But I'll wait for love's sake
One day to me, love I will stay forever here to wait for your love
If I could change the currents of our lives
To make the river flow where it's run dry
To be a prodigal of father time
Then I would see you tonight
Lonely finds me
One day you will come
But I'll wait for love's sake
One day to me, love Lonely finds me
One day you will come
But I'll wait for love's sake
One day to me, love
One day to me, love
One day to me, love
I will stay forever here to wait for your love


(listen to it here)
title:one day
song

stop kidding yourself.

i told myself not to get into these kind of problems but i found myself stuck in one.how ironic is that?

this annoying.lets see,im gonna list out my problem.
me>c
l>me
j>me
c doesnt know i exists.
FYI,if you dont get this, you're stupid.

j is one hell of a guy who doesnt know what he wants.

i sms-ed him yesterday.dayang and grace both said that i hurt his feelings and that he is frustrated with me. but i mean,that is the way i talk.you cant expect me to say ILU when we are not together right? and so i apologised to him.and then i asked him where do we proceed from here.and he was like lets just be friends. and then i sent him a long msg that i actually liked him a little but he said he did not receive so i sent again.and well,that was the last i heard from him.

and L wants to get me something.but i asked tes to tell him not to get something expensive. i didnt know he would still like me.but i definately cant accept him cos he is a year younger and he is not my type.i know its unfair but that's just the way i do things.

and then there is C. i liked him since the end of 03 and the start of 04 till i dont know when. and after not seeing him a long time in church, of cos the feeling would slowly fade away.and then one sunday, i saw him at jurong point.and it was around august that month this year.apparently he came back from his basic military training somewhere in april. well after knowing he was back,and he served the 10.30 mass, i was glad of cos.
and then on the 12 nov,he served my confirmation mass. and after that, his sis wanted me to take picure with him. and now im going to take the plunge. forget about j and move on with c.
im going to add him on friendster and then say i have to interview him because of a school assignment on army or police stuff.

listen hard here,
IM DONE WITH YOU,J!

i might have a better chance with c instead.


so ♥ clement.

cos santa says so!

christmas is coming.and candy canes too.
i just made my christmas wishlist.

maybe my mom would get me my boots.
and NFS carbon.
and definately new specs.
im not sure about the rest.but its alright.
as long as i get 2 or more from my mom.
and the rest i'll try from other people. (=

and i'm on a mission.
i have to lose my weight.it has to be 38-40kg.
and i have to exercise and i need to have a toned tummy.
and i have to be more flexible and i have to play more basketball,drink more milk and skip more so that i would be able to grow taller.
i have to achieve part of this by end of december or early next year.
yes!i can do it..well i think so.


before i forget,
♥ clement

pop it

i did many wonderful things today.
i did my own laundry and mopped the floor and cooked.
FYI,i dont usually do these kind of stuff. i would usually laze around.
i have to prepare for my camp. and maybe i might be going out tomorrow. and maybe i might go to jeremy's BBQ.all MAYBE's. that's cos i have not asked my mom yet.i also updated my windows xp. and i deleted ares.cos its illegal.i watched power rangers and ate alot.


head over heels.
got my mind made up as i was passing through the streets.
catch me if you can.
as the sun rose up,waking up my dreams,in my heart you're with me once again.



last night,i had a dream about you. in this dream...

♥clement

my oh my

so i have just edited my blog.just changed the picture and the position.
i had my first aid theory exam this morning.it was crappy.
25MCQs. did it in like 15 mins.im free tomorrow!
but i have to go back on thursday.im gonna watch the grudge 2.
im going to malaysia somewhere in december after my camp.and i might be going to perth.
i like my new pair of white heels.its 3.5inch.makes me feel tall.and i love my dress for confirmation.
alvin said it was like goth but white in colour.

and so i gotta make a choice.
its either clement or juleo.
arrgh.tough choice.i want clement.but i dont think he knows that i exist.
juleo has told me he likes me.
if you know who i should choose,please tell me.


it feels like rain has ran down my face.
as you close your eyes for the last time
why cant we travel back in time
i wrote this song tonight for you
so you'd hear it everyday
and know you're on my mind
i wanna hold you in my arms
and watch you sleep until tomorrow
your silent sleep was pure beauty.


♥ clement